10:49 a.m. - 2004-01-31
I´m really really really sorry about this delay of writing! As you all know (by now, I hope), I´ve been at my mum´s at the last week, and this week our computer was somewhere to be fixed (we had a virus :/) and I just got my own files set up... and finally, I can write! Man, I have been missing this!

Oh boy... today is Janyary the 21th. I have approximately 2 days to decide where I want to continue after middle school. Luckily, I have a wonderfull careers teacher Nana, who has helped and suported me a lot! I´m thinking of choosing a line from textile and clothing, since I´d like to design clothes one day... High school isn´t an option here, I couldn´t stand more math, physic, german etc. The line I´m probably choosing, takes 120 weeks (3 years) and I´d be a textile artesan after it. I have butterflies in my stomach... this is sucha big desicion!

I´m in love... This is so silly, I never thought I could feel like this at this young! Okay okay, it´s more like a crush, but still, it´s eating me inside! The boy is kinda of our local hockey star (IMO atleast! ^^) and goes to the same school as I. So I can see him every day... He has these AMAZING eyes that totally makes me melt, the greatest body ever (one word: hockey) and he´s soooo sweet! You could think, that a popular boy like that, would be selfish and all but nooooo... not him! And here´s the best part: He´s totally been checking me out! Every time I we walk next to him, Marita says: He looked you again! And I´ve noticed it too... This is so fustrating (sp??)! As said, it is eating me inside!

I had TWO dreams about HIM last night... And whad´da you know! I have... a flu! Yay...